This project has taken many twists and turns. Mostly it has been interrupted by life, moving, family, and my own neglect of it. I’ve been taking notes on paper…yep!, and on apps. It’s a bit unorganized, but I’m getting back to it. The rhythm of writing and posting is not well established yet so bare with me.

One of the themes showing itself as I wonder through the labyrinth of the human consciousness, is the feeling that I’m following a path. A path led by a serpent. An ancient voice of wisdom. So I follow.

Creating in the way of the feminine requires such a deep dive into our deep selves, shadow and light. It can feel chaotic, lazy, frustrating, and frightening. Part of the fear comes from the fact that we are not trained to create in this way, in the listening within for our guidance. We are trained to analyze and make sense of our actions and steps we take. Our path is most comfortable when it is linear, straight ahead, reaching our goal. Done, now on to the next goal or step.

This is not to say that this linear way of creating is not useful, but it is not what leads us forward if we want to create differently, in alignment with the feminine nature.… if we want to create something new, sustainable, harmonious for our world and our future. It is a tool, to be used with discretion.

There are so many things to explore in order to let go of the old way (I personally want to know what I’m letting go of so I can discern what might be useful to keep.  I’m also profoundly curious.).  I’ll attempt to create some sense of order here… but no promises.  As I said, this is not a linear path.  

Thank you for being here, and for your patience.

We have an opportunity.  We can create/co-create change.  We are just that powerful.  Our intentions and attentions help define what we create, what we see in the world.  Most of us are so programmed that we are not truly running our show.  We do not own or believe in our power.  Our history has the greatest say in what our lives become individually and collectively.  This new year and the coming full moon tomorrow morning (MST), carry the energy of optimism and newness.  It is time to let the past go.  It is time to become undomesticated.

Rewilding, undomestication, whatever the term, is a journey.  A profound journey that requires flexibility, perseverance, and ultimately presence.  Full on, in the moment, not distracted by mental chatter or emotions, presence.

For me, my mind, I journey into the history.  When I’m not working on meditation or mothering or moving my body,  I am attempting to uncover where my beliefs come from.  What is the history of my thinking and of my patterning.  In other words, how did I get here, both as an individual and as a collective?

I will be writing about my thoughts and discoveries as well a bringing in the wisdom I stumble upon in my journey.  Here’s to an undomesticated mind!